So many things have happened so far. Be it good or bad, to me or to the people around me.
Well, it's officially 1 month to prelims and about 3 months to Os. wow, time flies.
Maybe the stress has gotten into us, whatever. this place has too much stress to handle.
Lately I've been pretty affected by one of my bestie. i'm worried cause she can't seem to get over whatever happened in the past and it's affecting her.
If you happen to see this, (i choose to not name you), i really hope you can get over it soon. well i know it's not as easy as i can say, but i know you will. You've got a lot of girlfriends around you who supports you and we all wish the best for you. It's time to look at what you have instead of what you have lost, that way you'd be happier, really. We know how you feel, we've been through all that too.
Now only you can help yourself get out of that hole you've hid yourself in. We believe that you can and you will. Waiting for that day you find yourself back, ok? :)
However, I'm still thankful for everything that I have. At least I've got a shelter over my head, proper meals, pretty awesome friends and also.. a family who will always be there for me. Really.. what more could I ask for?
Really hope all the people that I love will be well and healthy and nothing bad ever happens to them.
Though I haven't really gotten over it, i know i'm handling it well and it's not affecting me. at least i can say i'm ok. at least.