Saturday, December 31, 2011

It's a New Year!

Haiiiiii ok so the last time I actually blogged was a year ago? Hmm actually I didn't have any plans to do a post for the new year. but since my bestie requested, i shall do so! so this was a pretty last minute decision so the blog design is a bit..... :/

First of all, I SURVIVED 2011 WOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!

2011 was a pretty fulfilling year for me. i bet for many others too! well i've have experienced joy, sadness, excitement, disappointment, and all the other emotions one can ever experience.
Adding that i'm in sec3, i got to try a lot of new things! in life, in school, and in my CCA.

I'm really clueless as to where i should start to blog from.. but i shall start with my most fulfilling experience - my CCA

Guides really made me experience a lot. Leadership was one of them. Never would I have ever expected myself to be handling 70PLUS of girls, being in charge of so many activities and planning of camps and everything. Guides gave me a lot a lot of opportunities to prove myself.
Guides taught me a lot, which i don't think i wanna spend time elaborating here cus it's gonna be so draggy!
Most importantly, friendships were formed and these are people whom i will never never forget!
Actually I have a lot to say about my CCA, I can do a whole full post on it but i still have many things to talk about so i'd just skip that all. :)

Hmm next shall be my girls!!



Thank you all for being a part of my life! I hope 2012 would be an exciting year for all of us and reallly hope you will be happy!!
sigh looking back at all these pictures (while trying to dig for old pictures) makes me feel so sad all of a sudden. cause after 2012 we may not be able to meet again so it's kinda sad that we have to go on our separate ways in the near future. :( Ok why suddenly so emotional! hahaha
Anyway we have all met with a lot of ups & downs in 2011, but i'm sure those challenges have made us a stronger person! All the best in the near future!
I know this is a pretty short paragraph but I feel that i don't have to wait for a new year to tell you girls how i feel! I can do it anytime i want so......... ya. hehe ;)
(adds in a lot of cliche stuffs like...)
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU ALL SO MUCHIEEEE MUACKSSSSSS ♥♥♥

Next shall be for my family(s)! (i know plural for family is families. this was on purpose k LOL)

Hiiiiii my family! So they have always been there for me. especially my brother despite him dedicating most of his time to the ARMY and his girlfriend :( ok so, they have always been very supportive of my decisions (mostly bcus i'm very stubborn so they have no choice but to support) hahaha :P and they are always giving me the support & encouragement i need to pull me through 2011! ok i love my family too muacks muacks!!! ♥♥♥

next is the assholes! now i'm actually starting to wonder where this idea came from but.. YA WE R AWESOME LIKE THAT woohoo! i dont know why whenever i talk about the assholes i will start to be super high hahahaha :P
though all of them really really live up to our fam name, but we are cute this way!
sometimes i really find it hard to stand these guys. ESP THE GUYS but at the end of the day, whenever we're together, we always manage to put a :D on each other's face! yay! ♥♥

Ok so now the "outstanding topics" have been cleared LOL shall talk/rant about random stuffs or random thoughts about 2011 hmm.

recently it suddenly "hit" me that I, or we, tend to only realise how much someone matters to us only after they are gone. i've come to a point where i can't even tell them how much i miss them.. 2011 was a year full of regrets and it's now all too late :(
it also hit me that people change. and change is one of the most inevitable factor in life. i believe i have also changed a lot in 2011. for better or for worse, we all do..

but yet again, every year may not be good, but there is something good in every year!
i've in turn met someone so....... amazing. :) can never imagine how much my year has changed because of this someone. but i really do hope things will start changing for the better for us and make this a memorable memory. ♥♥♥

2011 was full of shit, but it was still awesome. there's nothing i can use to describe 2011. it was indescribable! but i really do hope 2012 will be better!!!! :) i'll skip all my new year resolutions cause i probably wouldn't even remember them one month later LOL