well.. i decided to blog cus i've been thinking a lot.. (ok the reason why i italic the word thinking was cus i don't know what's a more appropriate word to use)

so.. a lot of things have been happening in my life right now..

and i can say is that life is really full of decisions. sometimes i get so tired of deciding what's best for me.. if only i had all the time and support in the world, i'd love to have it all..

but the fact that life's not like that.. makes it all hard for me.

If only i was less afraid of what might happen, then i'd probably make a better choice.

Sec 3 life is really very.. annoying. so many things can happen at the same time and it's sad when I have to give up on something i'd love doing for something that's... beyond my control?

Now I only wish that I will not regret whatever choices i'm going to make.....

I realllly hope my dad's gonna support me in whatever i'm planning to ask later... though i know that chances are slim, but.... i'm gonna try my best to make it all happen.

P.S. pls don't ask me what's this all about..... i would've told you if i wanted you to know