why are you always picking on my imperfections? why don't you take some time to look at what i'm good at?
I've been trying really hard to be someone you wish i was. but as days pass, i realised it's tiring, and it's pointless cause i'm not being me. just because he is so so much better than me, does that mean that i have to be the same?
i have my own thoughts and feelings, and of course, i have different perspective on different things too. i don't see things the way he sees it, but at least i don't rebel.
You never realise how important you are to me. and how much your words do affect me.
of course i'd like to be as great as him, and make you feel proud over the little things that i achieve. but the fact is, i'm just not him.
i'm sorry for all the times that i disappointed you. and all the things that i ever did, which made you do all these fucking shit to gain my attention. i understand how you feel, but do you?
You don't give me any chance to explain myself, or even try to understand how i feel.
fine, it's okay. you don't have to bother about my feelings too.
and well, though it's been days, but this just comes back into my mind once in a while. fml :(