Happy 1st of March! How was your start of new month? cause i felt it was great. So much better than February, of course. :) I enjoyed myself today. It's been a long while since i've felt so happy and free.
Sometimes in life, people come and people go. Those who ever leave, would sure leave something behind. Be it a lesson learned or memories. Some leave without you knowing why. But it's a matter of time you start to realise that all these are actually part of life.
For my past 2 months in 2010, i admit i hated everyday and it all seem to be a drag. Nothing seems right. But despite these bad times, i learned to cherish people whom i love. They don't appear in your life for nothing. They appear for a reason. Well, i believe everything happens for a reason.
Different people has different perspectives about different things. Some may feel this way, some may feel that way. I've also learned that not everyone feels the same way as i do.
I may like or dislike someone, but that doesn't mean others have to.
But throughout all these bad and tiring times in life, i'm glad i have people there for me to support me and cheer me on in everything that i do. :)
I'm sorry if i ever hurt you in any way. Be it my words or my actions or whatever i do. I admit last month really sucked for all of us*, but i believe things will get better. I don't want to lose you then i start to realise you're actually important in my life.
I've let too many people down, i've let go of certain people and i don't wish to lose anyone anymore.
I admit i've been really fake for the past few months.
Someone changed my life ever since this person left my life. This person taught me many things about not giving up, many things about happiness and of course, many things about being myself. That period of time was like a turning point in my life. Well, but i've totally let this person out of my life already. Since this person didn't make it to my future, i'm sure there are still better people out there.
There are many times i want things to rewind, but i know time won't rewind.
So i've no choice but to make the best out of these times that suck.
Everything is about myself / yourself.
You can choose to look at things at a different way, things will be better.
It's a matter of time when you'd realise that things can be really simple, and that you can do greater things. It's all a matter of time.
Today affected me a lot. I think i've became optimistic about life now. I guess it was because of the people* who were always by my side throughout. Thanks for coming into my life and making a difference. I think i'm starting all over again, be happy for me. :D